I took one good look in the mirror. Streams of tap water were flowing down my cheeks. I quickly reached for the napkin and wiped my face. My tie was properly adjusted ; hair was neatly combed. Shirt was straightened out.
Gotta make that first good impression
Here I was, minutes away from being assigned my first project. I had opted to take a different path. Most of my business-educated degree colleagues had chosen the pre-sales route. In some ways, I chose the path less traveled.
And no it wasn’t that I was trying to prove something to the others. I had always had an inkling for computers and IT, even though I flunked my C++ class projects, and loathed studying programming in college. Back at home, I fondly known as the IT expert, often teaching my old man how to scan, or writing down a simple step-by-step for Mum on how to use her yahoo email account. Computer crashes at home were CAUSED by me and fixed by me. Now, fresh out of university, I would once again get the opportunity to work with IT again, however this time around it would be specific, it would be networking systems.
I still remember the words of my boss towards the end of our meeting
“Remember, you’re new only once”
I didn’t know whether it sounded like an encouraging advise or a caveat at that time, but whatever it is, it has stayed on my mind for quite sometime.
Two and a half years later, and I am still thinking about those words, especially in my new job. Once again, I find myself in a new unfamiliar environment and the words of my ex-boss echoes in my mind. Perhaps now, more so as a caveat rather than advise.
While I’m new, I don’t consider myself a greenhorn anymore. In fact, when one of my supervisors heard that I was an experienced hire, she immediately expected more from me, and I gotta admit, that did put some pressure on me, but I guess it was understandable to some degree. I can no longer act as a noob anymore; at least not for certain things. More is anticipated and expected on me, I am expected to settle in much faster, to get into motion quickly and start delivering.
The pressure is there, and the amount of time I am given to settle down is much less compared to a greenhorn. As a new greenhorn 2 years ago in Big Blue, I could afford to make mistakes and learn from them. I could ask any work-related questions regardless whether it was a silly one. I could pace my learning progress. In my new place, I can’t afford to make mistakes. My learning has to be accelerated and questions need to be asked tactfully, even though I’m new.
While I am still considered new at my new place, the environment and working factors have definitely changed. I guess in some ways you are indeed ONLY considered new ONCE.
