Wondering why this week there has been so few entries? Well that’s because I’ve been working an awful lot more than before. The average time I came home this week was somewhere around 10.30 – 1.00 am. Yes it has been tiring and exhausting, but I am not complaining or whinning or anything like that. The attitude this for this whole week has been : A man’s gotta do what a man’s gotta do.
Work has been heavy this week due to an incomplete project which has been sitting in the Network Team’s agenda list for almost 1 year. I guess no one really decided to get the whole job done and completed, hence I’m been requested and pushed by upper management to get it done. The worse part is it’s a somewhat complicated project. The worst part is I need external help, which sucks because I hate being in the mercy and favour of someone else. I’ve always been self-dependent to a certain degree, and I like being that way. Don’t get me wrong I’m not afraid to voice out if I’m drowning, but I would rather learn how to swim, or at least float before I start yelling for help the next time I’m drowning… thankfully help has come, and we’ve managed to complete almost 90-95% of the work. There’s still a little more left to do.
To be honest, thinking about that project makes me start feeling weary all over again. That little more work left which I mentioned above requires additional dependencies, as I’m not too sure myself on how or what to do next. I just have to keep praying and bombarding heaven…which reminds me I have a promise to keep with God as I did pray for Him to send me help on completing this project which in turn I would turn and devote to Him 30 mins to 1 hour of praying time for the next 7 days. I know I know I shouldn’t be cutting deals with God, but I guess it’s a habit I have to kick off very very soon!